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SBslave_amy 55T
76 posts
11/8/2021 6:48 am
Preparations


On the weekend of November 6-7, 2021, my next-door neighbors implemented SadistBastard4u's orders by taking me to a clothing store and other locations to physically prepare me for my weekend of servitude to Him later this month. On Saturday, they took me to a clothing store to purchase appropriately slutty fem clothing. We purchased two outfits: a clingy, multicolored pastel knit dress, deliberately cut so short that reveals my ass and thong panties whenever i bend or raise my arms above shoulder height, and a slightly longer electric blue pleated skirt and halter top with bare midriff. We also bought the associated underwear, including a gel-filled D-cup bra, two pairs of 3-inch stiletto heeled shoes, thigh-high stockings, and thong panties in magenta and gold. In conversation with sales people and the tailor, my neighbors gleefully let it be known that the objective was to make me look like the complete feminized wh0re i am. They tirelessly planted their hands on my ass in public, till i felt like my face was on fire. We also purchased a red translucent nightgown and matching panties.

On Sunday, i was taken to a beauty parlor, where my ears were pierced on the lobes and high on the back of each ear. i was made up by the beautician, who made sure i looked like a cheap street wh0re, including sparkly red nail polish, and provided a make-up kit for maintenance. Another beautician washed and cut my hair to a suitable slightly-waved shoulder length. Then a visit to a pharmacy, where we bought the strongest non-prescription foam body hair remover he had in stock.

When we were not out shopping, i was kept naked in my next-door neighbors' house, where they made me serve as a household slave, dance lewd nude dances, crawl, lick boots, kiss ass, lick pussy, suck cock, and give pussy to half the neighborhood, and enthusiastically punished whenever anyone had the urge.

i am UTTERLY mortified by this process, stunned at the results, and TERRIFIED about what will happen in California.

Taniabbcsub 55T

11/8/2021 9:25 am

I'm happy to be the first one to write a comment about the reporting of "the first week-end of your new life". As you were previously a domme yourself, I guess this sunday was the day you lost your virginity. Can you tell us some words about the feelings you had during this experience?
Btw, I was pretty sure SB4U would find a solution to prepare you properly before your californian week-end. I guess this month will be a training to, slowly but inexorably, break your mind and any idea of resistance.
THis is quite interesting ...


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
11/9/2021 3:53 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    I'm happy to be the first one to write a comment about the reporting of "the first week-end of your new life". As you were previously a domme yourself, I guess this sunday was the day you lost your virginity. Can you tell us some words about the feelings you had during this experience?
    Btw, I was pretty sure SB4U would find a solution to prepare you properly before your californian week-end. I guess this month will be a training to, slowly but inexorably, break your mind and any idea of resistance.
    THis is quite interesting ...
i feel as though i've crossed a bridge and found that the bridge disappeared behind me. i was not expecting my neighbors to be key players in SB's collection of the baseball debt. i feel that i have no privacy, nowhere to hide, and my embarrassment defies description. i am terrified that this will continue beyond the "payoff weekend." Is it possible that He and His allies actually will "break my mind?" i'm SO FUCKING SCARED, sis.


SadistBastard4u 50M
62 posts
11/9/2021 7:17 am

Relax, amy, you are deprived of any choices now, so there's no sense getting all uptight. I've decided you will serve as a lifelong, fully fem, full time fuckslave, and your mind will indeed be fully broken in that direction. Period.


Taniabbcsub 55T

11/9/2021 8:24 am

    Quoting SadistBastard4u:
    Relax, amy, you are deprived of any choices now, so there's no sense getting all uptight. I've decided you will serve as a lifelong, fully fem, full time fuckslave, and your mind will indeed be fully broken in that direction. Period.
Sir, you are an absolutely strict and merciless Master, I sensed that point at the very start and Amy should have realized that this week-end of slavery could turn into a "no ending week-end". My only good fortune is that I'm one ocean away from you which makes things safer for me! If not you could have involved people to use my butt in your name, ... Cause I guess that once you have decided a butt has to be used and abused, there's no way to escape.


SadistBastard4u 50M
62 posts
11/9/2021 1:49 pm

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    Sir, you are an absolutely strict and merciless Master, I sensed that point at the very start and Amy should have realized that this week-end of slavery could turn into a "no ending week-end". My only good fortune is that I'm one ocean away from you which makes things safer for me! If not you could have involved people to use my butt in your name, ... Cause I guess that once you have decided a butt has to be used and abused, there's no way to escape.
"Merciless" is exactly what wh0res like you and amy need..... and deserve. You want to parade your cheap ass around? Then be prepared to have it fucked and gang banged until you can't walk.


Taniabbcsub 55T

11/9/2021 3:00 pm

    Quoting SadistBastard4u:
    "Merciless" is exactly what wh0res like you and amy need..... and deserve. You want to parade your cheap ass around? Then be prepared to have it fucked and gang banged until you can't walk.
Please Sir, don't put me beside Amy, we're absolutely not the same. I anticipated you would transition her to a real Black T-gurl. Ear piercing is the first step, but do you intend to go further to accelerate the transition? Tattoo? hormonal treatment. implants. How much time do you think it will take before she accepts all of it?


SadistBastard4u 50M
62 posts
11/10/2021 7:57 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    Please Sir, don't put me beside Amy, we're absolutely not the same. I anticipated you would transition her to a real Black T-gurl. Ear piercing is the first step, but do you intend to go further to accelerate the transition? Tattoo? hormonal treatment. implants. How much time do you think it will take before she accepts all of it?
I agree you and amy differ, but the difference is trivial. I intend to make both of you into complaint fuckslaves, but it is unlikely that you will ever be imprisoned as I fully intend to do with her. For the moment, I am respecting her requested limits: piercings will be restricted to her ears, tattoos will be durable but removable, hormones and implants are out of bounds. I expect a considerable "loosening" of her limits after her captivity in California. With the help of her neighbors, full acceptance will probably take several months.


Taniabbcsub 55T

11/10/2021 12:55 pm

Sir, I guess your wer meaning compliant. I know you're looking for a total compliance whoever it is Amy or Me... Compliance and obedience is what I'm looking for. This is why I've been attracted to You and why you broke all my bareers so easily! I'm so curious to see how far you will bring Amy in the next months....


nicko57 66M

11/10/2021 3:02 pm

Watching this unfold with the various viewpoints is rather incredible..

i don't know whether to feel bad about amy's anguish being torn from privacy into becoming the neighborhood bicycle, or, amused by the once proud Dom reduced to those states.

It's kind of a turn-on thinking about it really. Being stuck without the choice, suddenly being along for the ride .. but also free ..to be used in that very way. i might be a bit more than a little envious?


SadistBastard4u 50M
62 posts
11/11/2021 6:57 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    Sir, I guess your wer meaning compliant. I know you're looking for a total compliance whoever it is Amy or Me... Compliance and obedience is what I'm looking for. This is why I've been attracted to You and why you broke all my bareers so easily! I'm so curious to see how far you will bring Amy in the next months....
Your enthusiasm and support for amy's enslavement is appreciated. Rest assured her transformation will be entertaining for all of us. And of course, your own compliance training has been extremely amusing, fuckbitch.


SadistBastard4u 50M
62 posts
11/11/2021 7:05 am

    Quoting nicko57:
    Watching this unfold with the various viewpoints is rather incredible..

    i don't know whether to feel bad about amy's anguish being torn from privacy into becoming the neighborhood bicycle, or, amused by the once proud Dom reduced to those states.

    It's kind of a turn-on thinking about it really. Being stuck without the choice, suddenly being along for the ride .. but also free ..to be used in that very way. i might be a bit more than a little envious?
Thank you for your support, nick. I assure you that amy's transformation is the right thing for everyone concerned, and I'm sure you agree that it's a major turn-on to convert an arrogant Dom into a fully femmed public fuckslave. I am thrilled by it all. I will see to it that she provides detailed, explicit reports on her inevitable transformation.


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
11/13/2021 10:31 am

In accordance with SB's instructions, my next-door neighbors visit my home several times a day, to be sure i'm obeying all instructions, including full-time nudity and keeping all windows un-covered. Yesterday (11/12), They made their last visit of the day just before dusk, and when i answered the door as required, wearing my light shortie robe with the belt undone, they grabbed me, pulled me out onto the entrance landing, stripped my robe off, and conducted a long, intense hands-on inspection, to be sure the required butt plug and chastity cage were in place, and be sure i was hairless from the neck down. Then They led me on leash, naked except for my required high-heeled shoes, across our back yards to Their house.

They kept me at Their place for more than an hour, and called other neighbors to participate in my humiliation. i was required to crawl, lick Their boots, and beg Them to beat my fem slut ass. They removed my butt plug and chastity cage, and while the man beat my ass with a paddle, the woman slapped my clitty until i was dripping precum. i was required to stand on a chair and perform an ultra-slutty nude dance while everyone swatted and pinched my ass, clitty, and balls. i wiggled my ass, spread my cheeks, and humped the air with my flapping clitty and balls while they laughed, jeered, and tormented me. Finally, when i was sweaty and wobbly-kneed, they pulled me from the chair and energetically gang-r*ped me, bouncing me between men as They fucked my mouth and ass, making me lay on my back on the floor with legs raised and eat pussy while They sodomized me with a dildo, pulling me around by my titties and genitalia, and performing countless defilements on my nude body.

For the grand finale, They hauled me out into the back yard, milked me and smeared my cum on my face, and gathered around to piss all over my body. As i slogged my way back to my home, cummy-faced and reeking of piss, i heard Them hooting and cheering and whistling in the background until i hosed myself off on my patio and took refuge in my house.

i am of course deeply grateful to SB and my neighbors for Their gleeful, expert reminders of my lowly state as a public feminized fuckslave wh0re, and i look forward to being SB's prisoner slave trainee in California. *whimper*


Taniabbcsub 55T

11/13/2021 3:10 pm

Hey Sis,
Thank you first for thisdetailled report of your training. Quite amusing especially when thinking about your past sexual life... Do you think you could recover your past habits if everything could be stopped now? Or the changes are already so important that your Dom male nature already fade away?
If you feel you can't go back to your previous nature, do are you already pleased with the new one growing up day after day? Do you now take some pleasure in servicing as good as possible black bulls like the one you were in the past? Or do you obey as well as possible to please SB4U and hope for some mercy?
I know there's so many questions but your transition is so unusual that I'm very curious about it...
By for now Sis


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
11/14/2021 8:27 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    Hey Sis,
    Thank you first for thisdetailled report of your training. Quite amusing especially when thinking about your past sexual life... Do you think you could recover your past habits if everything could be stopped now? Or the changes are already so important that your Dom male nature already fade away?
    If you feel you can't go back to your previous nature, do are you already pleased with the new one growing up day after day? Do you now take some pleasure in servicing as good as possible black bulls like the one you were in the past? Or do you obey as well as possible to please SB4U and hope for some mercy?
    I know there's so many questions but your transition is so unusual that I'm very curious about it...
    By for now Sis
HMPH! i'm glad you're "amused," slut! i sincerely hope this embarrassing submission will be over after the weekend in California, but fearful that SB and His allies will try to make it permanent. They are having a VERY powerful influence on me, and they are clearly enjoying the prospect of turning me into a permanent feminized fuckslave. i confess there is a thrill to being used as fuckmeat, but i hope i will get over that after my imprisonment.


SadistBastard4u 50M
62 posts
11/15/2021 6:51 am

After intense negotiations, I have abandoned plans to train SBslave_amy during the weekend of November 18-22, to pay off the baseball bet. That will enable Me and amy to travel to spend Thanksgiving with our respective families. Her training weekend will be re-scheduled for December, or possibly even January. Meanwhile, her neighbors will continue exercising day-to-day supervision of her force-feminized dress, behavior, and sexual slavery. Rules governing dress and behavior during family visits are still being negotiated.


nicko57 66M

11/15/2021 9:00 pm

i don't think i'm the only one watching this unfold. It does remind me of old TV series with the build up to next week's episode .. Not a bad thing, btw.


Taniabbcsub 55T

11/16/2021 8:15 am

Thinking about Amy for whom the debasement week-end is postponed. It could have been a good new for her, but in fact she earned that way One or two months more of "intense training" before SB4U wil put her hands on her....
I guess that way she will be ready for the show, with a somewhat more molded mind...


nicko57 66M

11/16/2021 5:09 pm

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    Thinking about Amy for whom the debasement week-end is postponed. It could have been a good new for her, but in fact she earned that way One or two months more of "intense training" before SB4U wil put her hands on her....
    I guess that way she will be ready for the show, with a somewhat more molded mind...
Tania,
i see You are, shall we say, 'at least somewhat attracted', to Amy's plight, or more appropriately attracted to the thought of being in SadistBastard4u Sir's clutches?
Amy's plight with her neighbors seems to be rather more horrific to me in someways than the yet to be, impending trip West. That is after all where she lives. Of couse, the wild card in that comparison is what Amy finds at the end of the plane ride... which may well get it to the 'Worse Fate'.

i would be lying if i said i'd not want to make that trip.. i think.


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
11/17/2021 9:40 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    Thinking about Amy for whom the debasement week-end is postponed. It could have been a good new for her, but in fact she earned that way One or two months more of "intense training" before SB4U wil put her hands on her....
    I guess that way she will be ready for the show, with a somewhat more molded mind...
i share your mixed feelings, sis. i'm relieved to have the time for family-style holidays, but as you noted, that extends the time for my neighbors to "have their fun", and they are certainly doing so. Fortunately for me, the weather has turned cool, so i'm not being led naked outdoors, but the neighbors are now making use of what used to be MY dungeon. i've been restrained, punished, and humiliated there, and my mouth and cunt have been liberally used as fuckholes for the entertainment of neighbors AND my former henchmen from the good old days when we played out kidnap-r*pe scenes in that same dungeon. i can only guess what my mental state will be when i finally appear before SB in California. *trembles* *whimper*


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
11/17/2021 9:46 am

    Quoting nicko57:
    Tania,
    i see You are, shall we say, 'at least somewhat attracted', to Amy's plight, or more appropriately attracted to the thought of being in SadistBastard4u Sir's clutches?
    Amy's plight with her neighbors seems to be rather more horrific to me in someways than the yet to be, impending trip West. That is after all where she lives. Of couse, the wild card in that comparison is what Amy finds at the end of the plane ride... which may well get it to the 'Worse Fate'.

    i would be lying if i said i'd not want to make that trip.. i think.
YES, nicko! Tania is a totally shameful slut who NEEDS some serious time in SB's clutches.*giggles* i'm also VERY concerned about what condition i'll be in when i finally make the plane trip to CA. *squirm*


Taniabbcsub 55T

11/18/2021 9:55 am

    Quoting nicko57:
    Tania,
    i see You are, shall we say, 'at least somewhat attracted', to Amy's plight, or more appropriately attracted to the thought of being in SadistBastard4u Sir's clutches?
    Amy's plight with her neighbors seems to be rather more horrific to me in someways than the yet to be, impending trip West. That is after all where she lives. Of couse, the wild card in that comparison is what Amy finds at the end of the plane ride... which may well get it to the 'Worse Fate'.

    i would be lying if i said i'd not want to make that trip.. i think.
Nicko,
The fact is that, you always have the to do or not to do!
The bet was for Amy to come to California and she accepted!!! What is happening actually is due to her weakness and her acceptation to be overwhelmed by all the "side-events" coming up.
I agree with you when telling that the worst is being submitted to the domination of guys living in the closest area. And Amy should have refused straight away, even if she would have suffered from that when joining SB4U.

I'm pretty sure she accepted the actual situation because it's what she was loking for. The very few resistance she showed is the best proof of it. Due to this, I can't really complain for her.


SadistBastard4u 50M
62 posts
11/18/2021 12:26 pm

Well said, Tania. amy's weakness becomes more obvious every day, and so does her excitement at being treated like a fem, exposed, and used a a fuckslave. She deserves no sympathy.

January has been agreed to for the meeting in California, after the pressure of the holidays is off.


Eugenepreston 44M

11/20/2021 10:14 am

Craving my first juicy tgirls cock


Taniabbcsub 55T

11/22/2021 1:36 pm

Where's Amy? Lost in space? or tightly tied in a dungeon? No news for several days, this is quite unusual, she was so obedient in giving regular news about her training...


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
11/29/2021 1:27 pm

i've been in Florida for Thanksgiving. It was not the refuge i thought it would be. SB required that i wear bra and panties under fem outerwear (slacks acceptable), light make-up, and ear studs. Family members whispered and giggled, but the real villain was a next-door neighbor guest who deliberately rubbed against me, patted my ass, and called me "amy" in front of everyone. The day after Thanksgiving, he caught me in an upstairs corridor, dragged me into a small study, where an uncle was sitting, roughly pulled my clothes off, beat my ass with his belt while he made me crawl to my uncle, made me take my uncle's cock out, and made me suck the old man off while he (the neighbor villain) fucked me and beat and pinched my ass. My yelps and squeals stimulated my uncle's cock while i frantically sucked until the old man shot his load into my mouth and throat. With a grunt and a POWERFUL smack, the neighbor villain also shot his load in my cunt.

The next day, he took me forcibly by the arm and hustled me to his home next door. where he and three friends manhandled, tortured, and r*ped me for several hours.

i was happy to see the family again, but the humiliation in front of them was overpowering. i was relieved to come home at last.


Taniabbcsub 55T

11/29/2021 2:28 pm

I was close to think that you fade away to escape SB4U's grip. But apparently it was not the case. How did the neighbour managed to know your slave's name?


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
12/1/2021 3:54 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    I was close to think that you fade away to escape SB4U's grip. But apparently it was not the case. How did the neighbour managed to know your slave's name?
He had me pressed against a wall, and was grinding his hardon against my hip. He had one hand in my pants, exploring my ass, and the other hand under my bra, playing with my titties. He was nibbling at my neck and licking my ear, and he said i needed a name to match my pretty, feminine made-up face. i was embarrassed, frightened, and flustered, and i blurted out that the Dom who won the baseball bet had given me the name "amy." i regretted it immediately, but too late.


nicko57 66M

12/4/2021 8:03 pm

That does sound like it could be a chapter in a book, "The Awkward Trip Home for the Holidays". At least Amy was spared the mistletoe.

i wonder if the neighbors have noticed her lights on at home again?


SadistBastard4u 50M
62 posts
12/8/2021 5:56 am

    Quoting nicko57:
    That does sound like it could be a chapter in a book, "The Awkward Trip Home for the Holidays". At least Amy was spared the mistletoe.

    i wonder if the neighbors have noticed her lights on at home again?
I believe the trip was "appropriately awkward" Now she knows many family members are aware of her feminization, and some of them LIKE it and are ready to take full advantage. I have a family contact now, and plan to use that contact to make the slut's Christmas trip even more intense, public, shocking, and degrading. amy's neighbors don't need to see lights. I'm in regular contact with them, and they are providing invaluable support, including several-times-daily checks on her adherence to My rules, especially nudity, hairlessness, submission to their desires, and of course, unquestioning submission to their sado-sexual urges.


SadistBastard4u 50M
62 posts
12/11/2021 7:11 am

amy's trip to Atlanta, scheduled for today, has been postponed due to severe weather, and will be re-scheduled. Meanwhile, I've told her neighbors, who were to take her to Atlanta, that they might as well enjoy themselves with her in her basement dungeon. Heh heh heh.


Taniabbcsub 55T

12/12/2021 6:56 am

    Quoting SadistBastard4u:
    amy's trip to Atlanta, scheduled for today, has been postponed due to severe weather, and will be re-scheduled. Meanwhile, I've told her neighbors, who were to take her to Atlanta, that they might as well enjoy themselves with her in her basement dungeon. Heh heh heh.
Sir,
I guess that Amy's neighbours are waiting her eagerly! Did they already oblige Amy's to fix a dungeon in her own basement, to enslave her at any moment possible?
I'm so eager to wait for the forthcommng Amy's reports. With such hard training, her mind will obliterate soon that she once has been a dome in a previous life...
Can you tell me Sir if her mind is already broken?
THe only slut I know with a fully broken mind is Trashy and I wonder how much time it will take to Amy's to be her sister twin?


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
12/13/2021 8:43 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    Sir,
    I guess that Amy's neighbours are waiting her eagerly! Did they already oblige Amy's to fix a dungeon in her own basement, to enslave her at any moment possible?
    I'm so eager to wait for the forthcommng Amy's reports. With such hard training, her mind will obliterate soon that she once has been a dome in a previous life...
    Can you tell me Sir if her mind is already broken?
    THe only slut I know with a fully broken mind is Trashy and I wonder how much time it will take to Amy's to be her sister twin?
Gee thanks for your support, sister slut! The dungeon is the same one in my basement that one i used as Stickit-2u2. And yes, my neighbors had a great time. They put me through about 3 hours in the dungeon, during which i was (1) bound to the whipping post and thrashed from my shoulder blades to the backs of my knees, (2) forced to confess to being a feminine fuckmeat, (3) forced to beg them to use my pussy and mouth for their enjoyment, (4) clamped and weighted on my clitty and balls while I begged for mercy and pleaded with them to fuck me like a two-bit wh0re, (5) bound to the r*pe table and ridiculed for being turned from Dom to fuckslave, (6) r*ped and sodomized with dildos, fingers, butt plug, and ice cubes, (7) pissed on all over my bruised naked body, ( forced to crawl, lick boots, kiss asses, worship assholes, and rub my face in their crotches until men and women alike eupted in vigorous orgasms. i'm sure SB will be pleased with my total debasement.


Taniabbcsub 55T

12/13/2021 6:17 pm

    Quoting SBslave_amy:
    Gee thanks for your support, sister slut! The dungeon is the same one in my basement that one i used as Stickit-2u2. And yes, my neighbors had a great time. They put me through about 3 hours in the dungeon, during which i was (1) bound to the whipping post and thrashed from my shoulder blades to the backs of my knees, (2) forced to confess to being a feminine fuckmeat, (3) forced to beg them to use my pussy and mouth for their enjoyment, (4) clamped and weighted on my clitty and balls while I begged for mercy and pleaded with them to fuck me like a two-bit wh0re, (5) bound to the r*pe table and ridiculed for being turned from Dom to fuckslave, (6) r*ped and sodomized with dildos, fingers, butt plug, and ice cubes, (7) pissed on all over my bruised naked body, ( forced to crawl, lick boots, kiss asses, worship assholes, and rub my face in their crotches until men and women alike eupted in vigorous orgasms. i'm sure SB will be pleased with my total debasement.
Amy,
This report looks terrific. What an irony to be used and abused in the dungeon you created by yourself to persecute your prey!!!at the time you were the dom did your twisted mind already thought about what the victim could feel? Did you think at that time that you would like to be restless and experience it too?
If so, now your dreams come true and you've fallen in totally and may be definitely. As your neighbors and familly knows how easily you accept your new place the only way to escape would be to disapear. But I'm sure that deep inside you you don't want to escape and find some pleasure in it....
Who knows to which limit this will lead you...


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
12/15/2021 7:12 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    Amy,
    This report looks terrific. What an irony to be used and abused in the dungeon you created by yourself to persecute your prey!!!at the time you were the dom did your twisted mind already thought about what the victim could feel? Did you think at that time that you would like to be restless and experience it too?
    If so, now your dreams come true and you've fallen in totally and may be definitely. As your neighbors and familly knows how easily you accept your new place the only way to escape would be to disapear. But I'm sure that deep inside you you don't want to escape and find some pleasure in it....
    Who knows to which limit this will lead you...
Ahem........... for your information, sutty sis, i VOLUNTARILY underwent the kidnap-r*pe treatment in the dungeon, years ago, because i felt the sadist Dom/me should always be able to empathize with His/Her victims. I confess my teammates had far too much fun with my pain, humiliation, and defilement, but i was glad i underwent the experience. So THERE!

Yesterday's trip to Atlanta turned out to be a shopping trip. They (4 neighbors) took me to the place where they had rented the Hallowe'en costumes, and got me into a shocking Santa's elf outfit....... red dress with white fur trim, hemmed above the knees, matching stocking cap, "elfie" green shoes...... you have no idea how ridiculous i felt. They made me wear the damn outfit home, with two guys in the back seat with me, feeling me up for an hour before we stopped at an adult toy store in Chattanooga. There they bought a set of gel D-cup bra-like boobs with big long nipples that look like they're trying to poke their way out through the dress, and green thong panties. They made sure to tell everyone...... staff and customers........ they thought the panties wouldn't be on for long. I could hear snorts and chuckling and whistles the whole time we were there. Fortunately, it was dark when we got back to Scottsboro, because they deliberately parked the van out on the street and walked me to the house with the dress hiked up, top unbuttoned showing the boobs, and the men's hands on my ass cheeks. They walked me the longest way around to the front door, so the whole neighborhood got an eyeful. :dblquote> :dblquote> And once inside, each of the men got a piece of ass and/or a blow job, and Claire sat on my face to get her pussy licked. This whole thing with SB is WAY out of hand....... I am SO FUCKING NERVOUS about how it's all gonna end.


Taniabbcsub 55T

12/15/2021 7:35 am

Who is Claire to you? Your GF? a relative? a neighbour or a working coleague?


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
12/15/2021 2:11 pm

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    Who is Claire to you? Your GF? a relative? a neighbour or a working coleague?
Ack! i shouldn't have used her name. She's my next-door neighbor, and a ringleader of SB's allies here. Please forget her name.


Taniabbcsub 55T

12/15/2021 2:13 pm

Really I wouldn't have thought that a women could be a kind of leader in your education. Does is she a black girl?


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
12/16/2021 4:24 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    Really I wouldn't have thought that a women could be a kind of leader in your education. Does is she a black girl?
She's white, and she's a great cook, and a sweetheart......... when she's not sitting on my face or grinding her foot into my balls. *embarrassed giggle*


Taniabbcsub 55T

12/16/2021 12:19 pm

    Quoting SBslave_amy:
    She's white, and she's a great cook, and a sweetheart......... when she's not sitting on my face or grinding her foot into my balls. *embarrassed giggle*
I hope you didn't dome her at the time (in the other life) you were a rough dome... Or else she may have so many occasions to get her erevenge


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
12/17/2021 6:07 am

She did submit to Stickit and His friends in the dungeon, and her husband participated in dominating her. There is no doubt in my mind that they are both getting her revenge now.


Taniabbcsub 55T

12/17/2021 7:20 am

    Quoting SBslave_amy:
    She did submit to Stickit and His friends in the dungeon, and her husband participated in dominating her. There is no doubt in my mind that they are both getting her revenge now.
That was undoubtedly reckless to play this kind of kinky games with "too close" neighbours. No one know how things may evolve in the forthcoming years....
I guess you will pay the price and no doubt that SB4U found here a perfect ally of circumstance.
By the way, could you give me some news about your ass pussy, how is it going? I guess that now and due to the intense training which it is subjected, there's no more problem to gape it wide.... Already able to get some fist?


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
12/18/2021 7:53 am

You're really enjoying this, aren't you? my pussy is okay, thank you...... some soreness but no bleeding. my tormentors are careful not to ruin their fun by injuring me. I am definitely NOT ready to be fisted.


Taniabbcsub 55T

12/19/2021 5:20 pm

    Quoting SBslave_amy:
    You're really enjoying this, aren't you? my pussy is okay, thank you...... some soreness but no bleeding. my tormentors are careful not to ruin their fun by injuring me. I am definitely NOT ready to be fisted.
Yes I'm definitely enjoying how your training is going on and I'm pretty sure that in addition to frequent fucking session, you will be soon obliged to plug your sissy ass cunt, to maintain it ready at any moment.... Then it will take very few time before it get used to receive other items than BBC in it. I'm sure this is part of the education SB4U planned for you. Getting your ass pussy gaping and sore is a part of the total breaking of your mind. I'm even wondering if SB4U could let me use You...


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
12/21/2021 4:44 am

The plugging idea has already been used, slutsis As for you "using" me, you know i'd DIE of embarrassment.

I'm off to New Jersey this afternoon, and will be there until after New Year's Day. My neighbors gave me a sendoff last night. They stood me on a table at a window of my home office, tied with my wrists together and my ankles spread in the shape of a Christmas tree, decorated with garland and clip-on tree decorations, with twinkle lights hanging from the ceiling around me.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, bitch LOL


Taniabbcsub 55T

12/27/2021 6:19 am

Are you there Amy?


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
12/28/2021 6:58 am

Yes, i'm still around, sis. Being kept very busy by family members and their friends. It seems EVERYBODY has the right to grab, grope, strip, restrain, punish, and fuck me. i'm exhausted, sore, and embarrassed half to DEATH. my head is spinning. i can't believe this is happening to me.


Taniabbcsub 55T

12/28/2021 7:20 am

    Quoting SBslave_amy:
    Yes, i'm still around, sis. Being kept very busy by family members and their friends. It seems EVERYBODY has the right to grab, grope, strip, restrain, punish, and fuck me. i'm exhausted, sore, and embarrassed half to DEATH. my head is spinning. i can't believe this is happening to me.
This is christmas for everybody except you! You're the christmas Gift and everybody want to play with it... Why don't you say No? Just No!
You can be dressed as CB4U ordered but you can also keep the respect from your family members isn't it?


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
12/28/2021 12:43 pm

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    This is christmas for everybody except you! You're the christmas Gift and everybody want to play with it... Why don't you say No? Just No!
    You can be dressed as CB4U ordered but you can also keep the respect from your family members isn't it?
i'm afraid my brain has been altered, sis. i'm actually accepting my role as a fuckslave for anyone with a hard cock or a wet pussy. Just yesterday, five family members and friends made it extra-humiliating by holding me face-down on the bed by my limbs while my instigator-cousin shoved a penis gag in my mouth, then hand-spanked my ass until i could feel it burning and twitching, then striped my asscheeks with a light wooden rod before he finally mounted me for a brutal r*pe. Then the group rotated positions, keeping my limbs pinned down while each of them ravaged my pussy until each of them had pumped a cumload into my cunt. Then my cousin rolled me over to show the group how i had cum onto the bed, and scooped up the wet mess and rubbed it over my face while everyone had a rich laugh. They made me thank them for fucking me and admit that i'm now the family wh0re. The shame of cumming while being brutalized has made me totally debased and obedient, sis.


Taniabbcsub 55T

12/28/2021 5:23 pm

This is amazing how rapidly a mind can be altered to the point that you accept your "new life". If things still continue to ga that fast, you will not need any "initiation week-end" anymore.
BTW I guess that SB4U must be satisfied with your progress


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
12/29/2021 7:40 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    This is amazing how rapidly a mind can be altered to the point that you accept your "new life". If things still continue to ga that fast, you will not need any "initiation week-end" anymore.
    BTW I guess that SB4U must be satisfied with your progress
It's downright scary, sis. i find myself accepting things i wouldn't DREAM of just a month ago. SB really scares me, and i don't think He'll be "satisfied" until i submit to being a full-time, public, fully feminized slave. *trembling*


Taniabbcsub 55T

12/29/2021 9:27 am

I guess you can be afraid of SB4U. The more you show abilities and the more he will push you farther. I'm not sure if he has limits for that. Talking about feminization with him, he excluded at the first things like permanent make-up or hormones or implants. But recently he told me that if your mind was broken enough to make you beg for it, he would help you in that way...
BTW I have a question concerning the spade symbol and precisely queen of spades or Jack of spades. Is it exclusively for girls and boys who are submitted to black power or does it work for anyone submitted to BBC? Because this could be the next step for You


Taniabbcsub 55T

12/29/2021 10:12 am

And you can have a look to my blog with new pics of my balls. THe one you may have to suck one day...


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
12/30/2021 6:01 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    I guess you can be afraid of SB4U. The more you show abilities and the more he will push you farther. I'm not sure if he has limits for that. Talking about feminization with him, he excluded at the first things like permanent make-up or hormones or implants. But recently he told me that if your mind was broken enough to make you beg for it, he would help you in that way...
    BTW I have a question concerning the spade symbol and precisely queen of spades or Jack of spades. Is it exclusively for girls and boys who are submitted to black power or does it work for anyone submitted to BBC? Because this could be the next step for You
i get it, sis, believe me. SB has proven He will push....... and get others to push....... until He gets everything He wants from me. i'm VERY fearful that He really intends to transform me into a full-time tranny fuckslave. i'm not sure i have the will to resist any more. His allies are EVERYWHERE. The cousin i'm rooming with in New Jersey now openly calls me "amy," orders me around in front of family members and friends, gleefully grabs my ass whenever he pleases, and takes great delight in ordering me to go to the bedroom and "get ready." From the looks on their faces, everyone seems to know that means he's going to fuck me. i'm trained to scamper to the bedroom, get naked, and lay on the bed, face-down, with my arms stretched toward the headboard and my legs wide apart to wait for him and whoever he decides to bring with him. He is mercilessly abusive, verbally and physically, and he makes it clear to me and his allies that i'm nothing more than faggot fuckmeat. I'm sure SB is pleased, and will try to "convince" me that i should do implants and hormones. Very, VERY scary, sis.


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
12/30/2021 6:06 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    And you can have a look to my blog with new pics of my balls. THe one you may have to suck one day...
*whimper* i thought you were on my side, sis. Are you really looking forward to enjoying me obediently kissing and licking your balls???????


Taniabbcsub 55T

12/30/2021 6:13 am

    Quoting SBslave_amy:
    *whimper* i thought you were on my side, sis. Are you really looking forward to enjoying me obediently kissing and licking your balls???????
You can count me on your side because after making you lick my balls I may lick yours too and suck your ebony sissy stick, once SB4U will have feminized you enough. Once you'll be a graceful Black T-gurl, I my enjoy to have sex with my ebony sis...
That way we both may give and receive (quite different from what you're experiencing now!)


nicko57 66M

1/2/2022 3:17 pm

Oh this is developing more twists than a soap opera..

What is left of what _amy once was now? Is she broken already, as well as doomed, or simply 'well primed' and doomed? i'm assuming 'doomed' is pretty much a given, neighbors have turned, as have family, is there a refuge left for _amy that is truly a safe haven? Thanksgiving, like Christmas and now the New Years holiday are gone or spooling out the last hours of the 'holidays'.

Tick Tock

And Tania, in the Fall defiant, now..? Somewhat surrendered, if not throwing herself in front of SB4U... Once _amy's tormentor, but now? Offering _amy solace to _amy post-California? i wonder if the offer to _amy is done in coordination with SB4U.. ?

All of the loose threads in the plot, and the curtain about to go up on the current (final ?) Act, "_amy's January"

i shall need more popcorn!!


Taniabbcsub 55T

1/3/2022 6:53 am

    Quoting nicko57:
    Oh this is developing more twists than a soap opera..

    What is left of what _amy once was now? Is she broken already, as well as doomed, or simply 'well primed' and doomed? i'm assuming 'doomed' is pretty much a given, neighbors have turned, as have family, is there a refuge left for _amy that is truly a safe haven? Thanksgiving, like Christmas and now the New Years holiday are gone or spooling out the last hours of the 'holidays'.

    Tick Tock

    And Tania, in the Fall defiant, now..? Somewhat surrendered, if not throwing herself in front of SB4U... Once _amy's tormentor, but now? Offering _amy solace to _amy post-California? i wonder if the offer to _amy is done in coordination with SB4U.. ?

    All of the loose threads in the plot, and the curtain about to go up on the current (final ?) Act, "_amy's January"

    i shall need more popcorn!!
Nicko, I can assure You that all my msg sent to Amy (including the last one) are done absolutely freely... No coordination at all with SB4U.
If he disagrees with my texts, he will react for sure...

Wish u an happy new year...


nicko57 66M

1/3/2022 9:56 pm

Happy New Year Tania..


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
1/4/2022 6:23 am

Weather and flight cancellations have me stuck in New Jersey. Cousin Andrew was able to get back to Florida on Monday, so i have the bedroom to myself, but a few local family members and friends are seeing to it that i'm not "lonely." They stop by to get a piece of ass or a blowjob whenever they please. SB is back home from His holiday in Lake Tahoe. Plans for my imprisonment in California are on hold until all this air travel stuff untangles. Happy New Year to everyone.


Taniabbcsub 55T

1/6/2022 7:26 am

Good morning slutty Sis. As time goes by it seems you overcame me in your ass pussy training. No holidays for you even for christmas
Don't you feel the neck lace being tighter and tighter? I really don't know what SB4U will found more sadistic than being forcefully fucked by members of your familly. It seems there's no place for you to have some rest...


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
1/6/2022 10:29 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    Good morning slutty Sis. As time goes by it seems you overcame me in your ass pussy training. No holidays for you even for christmas
    Don't you feel the neck lace being tighter and tighter? I really don't know what SB4U will found more sadistic than being forcefully fucked by members of your familly. It seems there's no place for you to have some rest...
Gee i hadn't noticed, sis. *giggles* my "rest" these days seems to involve laying face down and having my ass spanked and ravaged no matter where i am. When i finally got off the plane in Chattanooga, my neighbors were there with a big "amy" sign. They made me change into a dress in the airport, then took me home to give each a piece of ass and/or blowjob. SB is no doubt laughing His sadistic ass off. *whimper*


Taniabbcsub 55T

1/7/2022 3:51 pm

Do You have any news from your Master? I haven't heard about it since the 30th of december. But I guess he's much more close to you, at least just in order to maintain the pressure on you


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
1/8/2022 4:46 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    Do You have any news from your Master? I haven't heard about it since the 30th of december. But I guess he's much more close to you, at least just in order to maintain the pressure on you
i assume you mean SB when you say "Master". i believe He was also affected by the big weather systems and their effect on travel, but He's back home in Sunnyvale now. The holiday activity and weather have really snarled up communication between us. No decision yet about when i will be required to pay off on the "weekend of slavery."


Taniabbcsub 55T

1/17/2022 5:40 pm

Do you both SB4U and You disapeared from Alt?


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
2/27/2022 7:36 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    Do you both SB4U and You disapeared from Alt?
Things are very screwed up right now, but i'm still here


Taniabbcsub 55T

2/28/2022 4:42 am

Glad to see You're back on Amy Blog. SB4U seemed to be quite upset by the fact You used your previous Dom adress! Clearly You're not Domme anymore and what you experienced in the last months denie You forever to claim you may be back being Dom .


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
2/28/2022 7:55 am

    Quoting Taniabbcsub:
    Glad to see You're back on Amy Blog. SB4U seemed to be quite upset by the fact You used your previous Dom adress! Clearly You're not Domme anymore and what you experienced in the last months denie You forever to claim you may be back being Dom .
i have no idea what SB is up to, gf. i know He's preoccupied with personal problems right now, but He's got a LARGE following here in Alabama, and they do an excellent job keeping a gurl in her place.


Taniabbcsub 55T

2/28/2022 12:37 pm

Have a look to my last posted pic Amy on my blog... Have you already been forced to stretch your asspussy with such plug?


Taniabbcsub 55T

3/28/2022 7:24 am

I'm on line Amy, can ve join together on IM messaging?


Taniabbcsub 55T

3/28/2022 8:32 am

Dear Sis, I do like the caption in your profile "Fuckslave to SadistBastard4u". This is so true, and I guess you're now so used to it that you don't think anymore this can be only temporary.
You haven't done yet your trip to his place, But I guess you're already branded and that your new life has already started...


sissysarah4ced 44T

3/29/2022 11:31 am

This blog is so hot. I can't stop fantasizing about being in a similar situation (though I couldn't imagine actually going through with something like that) where a neighbor or work colleague found me in a compromising position and makes good use of my daytime work flexibility.

I can't wait to hear more about Amy's ordeal at the hands of SB (or more details - and hopefully a few pics - of how the neighbors are preparing you).

Thank you for sharing.


Taniabbcsub 55T

3/29/2022 12:40 pm

    Quoting sissysarah4ced:
    This blog is so hot. I can't stop fantasizing about being in a similar situation (though I couldn't imagine actually going through with something like that) where a neighbor or work colleague found me in a compromising position and makes good use of my daytime work flexibility.

    I can't wait to hear more about Amy's ordeal at the hands of SB (or more details - and hopefully a few pics - of how the neighbors are preparing you).

    Thank you for sharing.
I agree with You absolutely, however things are visibly slowing down actually... Hope that a new and exciting restart will happen soon...


lwbtmboy 59M
664 posts
5/19/2022 6:24 pm

Amy parts of me wish i could be in your shoes some what dont know how i would handle the humiliation. But the sex slave part is such a turn on.


SBslave_amy 55T
32 posts
10/23/2022 10:15 am

    Quoting lwbtmboy:
    Amy parts of me wish i could be in your shoes some what dont know how i would handle the humiliation. But the sex slave part is such a turn on.
i have to admit that, despite my horror at being enslaved, i frequently spurt cum when being punished, humiliated, or fucked, and SB and His local allies are delighted.


Cristallsubby 55M

1/30/2023 2:23 pm

Are still online SBslave_Amy?



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