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NOvember denial goes on SAT 20. Nov I have catched corona and during quarantine I was unlocked quite some time. I recovered well and during a chat with Miss Sophie I was told to lock myself in chastity again. I waited for that to happen and now I feel so proud to be locked by her.. I just have to post it here! Putting myself in chastity wasnt easy.. but with some squeezing ang wiggeling i am locked and safe now SUN 21. November My first night in lockup was terrible.. the ring is tight, my balls are painful all the time and I found no release. All the tricks didn’t help.. I tried vaseline to my bruised skin, a coolpack to cool down my swollen parts, sleeping left or right.. my balls are hurting constantly. I was glad when the night was over. Now.. during the day.. it is easier for me. I hope I get used to it and the next night will be better MON 22. November This night was slightly better.. I still got painful erections and woke up at 1-3-5am.. but my balls don’t hurt all the time.. just a mild pain which wont stopped me from sleeping in between. It seems that I adapt again to my lockup. I don’t have any choice though.. if Miss Sophie wants me locked, I stay locked... TUE 23.Nov the third locked night was without major complaint. Yes, I do wakeup every few hours.. but the usual 5 am wakeup did not occur.. I slept today till nearly 7am Can a guy get used so fast to denied erections? It scared me a bit that my body reacts that way and that I had no hardon problems during the last day... WED 24.Nov. Already 4 nights locked... and I am getting used to it. The usual nightly wakeups.. but my erections fade away fast and I find sleep again. Anyway - the sleep disturbance is real and I have to go to sleep earlier now.. same as during my previous lockups.Tomorrow I have to get up early again so I am off to sleep around 9pm. I hope I wont miss the evening chat with my keyholder then THU 25.Nov Quarantine is over, I am ready for work again. Its the 5th day caged and day 19 without cumming. I am a bit excited how my caged workday will start. For commuting to work I will wear my LOCKED-Shirt. I am dressed for succes It felt surprisingly normal to be locked at work FRI 26.Nov It was an unrestful night: more arousal, more pain, more wakeup, less sleep. in the morning i woke up without my alarm clock Anyway.. i dont complain.. previous nights were good to me and the weekend is close. Today is a long day. Work at first. Then a drive to the car servie for oil check etc. I have to leave the car at the service for some hours. so i will commuting home with public transport- with my shirt on! Now after ca 12hrs I am finally home, exhausted and in need of some relaxing time . I put my briefcase away, slip into some cosy pants, make me a hot coffee … now I really want to take my chastity cage off – but thats not possible.. it stays on – no matter how urgent I want to take it off. Its just like a part of me now! SAT 27.Nov Another sleepless night.. I had the usual erections every few hours.. but they was longer lasting, more painful and I could not found sleep again. Then the next humiliation.. cum leaking started again. No surprise after 3 week of orgasm denial This afternoon a quick unlocking and cleanup on cam was planned.. but my laptop lost his battery power and my cam shut off… Miss Sophie was very disapponited with my bad performance. I hope my punishment wont be too harsh SUN 28. November Yesterday with my failed performance I not only missed cam-time... I missed playtime too. I am heartbroken about that. So I just had a short cleanup.. locked myself in the cage again.. and got a 1day lockup timer. The following night was terrible. Why do I report mainly how my nights are going? During longer chastity the problems don’t occur during the day. In daytime I have work and distraction. During daytime I can rearrange a pinching cage. My problems occur during nighttime. I wake up every few hours because of painful erections. During a good night I wakeup, wait for the erection to fade away and try to sleep again. This night I woke up by the pain of an restricted erection... but it didn’t fade away. I was just in despair: the erection didn’t fade, pain wont go away, the blood flow was restriced, my balls turned blueish. After some time I got out of bed to catch an icepack. Now I slowly got some relief. With painful balls you really don’t have naughty dreams or thoughts.. you just want the pain to end. So please don’t tell me “just think of something other”.. that wont work. About my other condition.. the cumleaking.. I will post a separate blog entry. MON 29.Nov Yesterday I discussed with my keyholder my work schedule for the upcoming week. I have a really important meeting on Tuesday… and Miss Sophie was so generous to grand an unlocking so I could attend that meeting uncaged. It may seem silly.. but after 10day of continuous lockup I am so excited about the perspective of a few hours without my chastity cage. I got already my key permissions activated. Its just the lockup timer that denies me to open the lock. Now I can watch the timer tick down.. and on Tuesday 15:30 I can unlock myself! TUE 30. November My Night Shift was busy.. every 30minutes the phone was ringing and I hurried around.. no time to sit down, relax or even think about my locked condition. After the shift I was so tired and exhausted. all i could do was to lay down and sleep. Midday I woke up by some arousal in my cage. Now it was time for some food and a shower. I was able to book an appointment for my hairdresser at 14:00. so my daylooked like this: locked to the barber first, then rushing back home, unlocking and commuting to the administration meeting. Finally after some cleaning and shaving the hardest part.. to put the cage on again. My Birthday is on December 5th. Do you think I will get my next unlocking then? |
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11/21/2021 1:01 pm |
bei mir wäre nicht nur die erste nacht schrecklich hauptsache du kannst es geniessen
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...da freut sich dann bald der Urologe. Stichwort: Spermatozele. Da brauchst Du dann kein Metall mehr, um dauerhaft Schmerzen zu haben...
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I'm very glad to know that your Mistress is aware of your situation and cares for you.
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