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berlin_sklave 52M
558 posts
12/1/2021 6:38 am
December denial

1. December
I locked myself up yesterday.. after I was granted a 2hrs unlocking for an important meeting. I somehow expected that Miss Sophie will claim the keys again ... or add a lockup timer ... or both. But when I wake up today.. no timer, key permissions still available to me. I could unlock myself anytime... but would that be the right thing to do? After she granted this generous unlocking? I better stay locked and wait for her next instructions. Anyway.. its some kind of endurance test to me.. to keep myself in denial when I know I could open my cage anytime
(Lockup day 11, denial day 25)

2. December
The first half of the night was ok.. around 3:30 i had a persistent erection… painful, long lasting, sleep stealing. During the day i had enough distraction. Online video lessons, grocery shopping and some workout in the evening.
I think with more than 3weeks denial the nightly erections are just a part of chastity.. the need to cum, the need for hardons will not fade away. Its funny somehow because exactly for that the cage was built.. to prevent erections. Beside the erections also skin chafing in the ring region becomes an issue again. Hopefully I will get unlocked for my birthday on december 5th

3. December
Yeah.. Miss Sophie is back again! Self locking was hard… blue balls, the urge to cum, the keys available. It took a strong mindset not to open the cage and to play with myself. Yesterday in the evening when I was almost sleeping.. my phone played this notification “bing”. A notification from my chastity app. “The keyholder take back key permission” There is only one button when this message window pops up. Its labeled “Sure”
No need to worry anymore. Should I unlock for a few minutes? Should I unlock for my birthday party? Its not my decision anymore. Of course I asked Miss Sophie “Will I be caged for my birthday party?” I really liked her teasing answer: “For you a question, and I know the answer!”

4. December
Another unrestful night! the nightly wakeups are part of my lockup experience - I know that. But now the are more painful, longlasting and I cannot find sleep again as soon as before. Yesterday I got a lockup timer added to my cage. It runs off 4:45pm today. I have a party with friends for my birthday this evening. Maybe the timer is off then.. but will I also get key permissions to take the cage off for my birthday party? Maybe this uncertainty adds to my disturbed sleep experience.

5.december
See my blog entry: birthay teasing

6.December
When i came to work today, i got congratulations by many colleagues. An hour later the boss and his secretary came by, talked a bit and gave a little present.
I was a bit afraid of this day. I remember that Miss Sophie said after my unlocked sleeping “back in the cage, back to normal!” And it really felt pretty normal to got this much attention while being caged.
The “birthday timer” from the Qiui community would run off during shift handover on Tuesday morning. Miss Sophie took care for that. She prolonged the lockup timer by 17 hours. The timer will run off when i am at sleep. Anyway, I think I really cannot expected to wake up with key permissions on Wednesday. So it’s still mysterious what will happen next

7. december (Lockup day 17, denial day 31)
I came home from nightshift and was very tired. My lockup timer runs till midnight so I have not to worry about a possible uncaging. There was nothing more to do today then shower, eat, sleep. As usual I had some occasional sleep disturbances from erections. Cum leaking started again

8. december
The night was bad as any night.. lots of wakeup and fragmented sleep. My massive cumleaking yesterday didn’t bring any release. Today I have a day off from work... compensating over-hours.
I should be cheerful but my mood is dark and cloudy. I am denied so long, I am locked longer than ever. But when I asked my keyholder if there is any goal I can focus on, if there is any hope for a release she just answered “Imagine you would be locked permanently”.
That didn’t cheer me up. No praise, no “you did well so far” no announcment of a milking possibility.... just cold and strict denial.
Sometimes the thought crossed my mind to break the lock and stop it all… but I know I would miss her control very soon. Maybe is just a bad mood day and tomorrow it will be better.

9. december (lockup day 19, denial day 33, 15 days to xmas)
Miss Sophie noticed my suffering and took care. She was not influenced by my whining.. but she showed me some affection. My timer run off during midnight.. at that time I would already be sleeping.. so she took my key permissions away around 9pm. That way I could notice that she was thinking about me and decided a longer lockup would be appropriate. When we started to chat I asked again about a goal to focus on. Miss Sophie did not told me.. but she said “Xmas is quite some days from now.. but maybe some presents will come before”
I know that isn’t exactly a goal.. but it is a point I can focus my energy on.
From today to Xmas.. 15 more locked days. I was locked on Nov 20th. When I kept locked till Xmas it will be a few days more then a month in my cage.. so maybe I am just performing the locktober challenge a bit later! Now I can focus on something, I can count the days down. Astonishingly I am not shocked nor sad that I have to stay another 2 weeks in the cage. Its more like a challenge to master a month in the cage. The mind is a strange thing. Yesterday depressed and sad.. today motivated and ready to endure the next locked weeks… it just needed a new goal

10.december
bruised skin, sore balls, disturbed night sleep – I think I can never get used to long term chastity. I just can adapt my life to new conditions. Sore skin – carry your skin lotion everywhere you go. Leaking from the cage.. rinse your cage well and always use a paper plug to adsorb leakage. Disturbed sleep – go sleep earlier even when you miss chat messages from your keyholder.
14 day to Xmas.. hopefully a short unlocking and cleaning will happen this weekend.
OMG.. this afternoon I got a “task”! I should create a video while I am milking myself still being locked. Thats exciting. THX Miss Sophie!
You want to know how this was going? Watch the video? Look for the extra blog entry

11.December
My caged milking delivered a massive release. I felt so relaxed after that. I slept undisturbed and woke up later than ever.. 9 am. Even my uncaged birthday night was not that good.. then I had still these full balls! I can even hope for two uncaged nights - if my video gots Miss Sophies approval

12. December
I was unlocked yesterday.. that is a wonderful present for the 3rd advent. Two unlocked nights, good sleep and a full day uncaged.. I am so happy.. I really enjoy my free time.
I deeply milked myself while I was still caged. Now I am not that horny… I don’t use my free weekend with massive self play. I just enjoy my free and unrestricted time. My key permissions are already blocked again. Monday morning back to normal, back into my chastity cage




berlin_sklave 52M
632 posts
12/1/2021 6:39 am

Freigabekommentar


priest1967 57M
255 posts
12/1/2021 7:48 am

Achja klar!


Mike8210 41M
237 posts
12/1/2021 8:55 am

Da freut sich deine Miss ganz sicher !


berlin_sklave 52M
632 posts
12/2/2021 2:03 am

New underwear and tattoo rubber stamp... do you like it?


BettyInPain 37F

12/2/2021 9:16 am

und nicht nur die Miss freut sich. Die Frau Nachbarin von gegenüber, die grad aus dem Fenster schaut bestimmt auch


Devot2021 74M

12/3/2021 3:40 pm

ja da freut sich auch mein kleiner sehr



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